Not All Scars Can Be Healed Part 4

Alexis woke up and the first sight was Shinoda Satoshi. She tried to get up and back up but she had her hands and her feet bound.

Shinoda Satoshi: Where do you think you are going? You are going no where.

Shinoda Satoshi laughed as Alexis’s face showed nothing but terror. She looked around but the room was very dark. She saw a few cages and about 4 cameras in the room. Lights suddenly turned on and in one of the cages there were straps. In another cage was a table with chains.

Shinoda Satoshi: Well shall we get started?

Shinoda Satoshi went to a table and picked up a laptop. He opened it and typed something in which Alexis could not see. Then he turned the computer and showed to Alexis.

Shinoda Satoshi: Look. Everyone is going to see the fun we are going to have.

Shinoda Satoshi picked up a cell phone and dialed a number.

Meanwhile at the beach house the police were setting up computers. Kai, Reita, Aoi, Uruha, Ruki, Sakura, and Aniki were sitting in the living room. The police would not let them leave the house because they knew that they would try to find Alexis themselves. At that moment the phone rang and Kai was the first one to go to the phone. He waiting for the signal to pick up the phone.

Kai: moshi moshi

Shinoda Satoshi: Konnichiwa. I take it that you are Alexis’s boyfriend.

Kai: I am just a friend

Shinoda Satoshi: Yet I can tell by your voice that you care about her more than just as a friend

Kai: what are you doing to her?

Shinoda Satoshi: precisely the reason I called. Do you have access to a computer and the net?

Kai: yes

Shinoda Satoshi: Get online and go to www.alexistorture.com. There you can see the fun I am about to have with Alexis. Now I know the police are at the house right now and I know that they are monitoring this call so let me make it easier for you all. You will not be able to find where I am by tracking this phone call. Also you will not be able to track the IP address of the website. So have fun watching the show.

As Shinoda Satoshi and Kai were talking Reita had logged on to the website. The screen was dark and then the lights came on and he saw Alexis in one of the cages ties to one of the walls.

Reita: Oy! Kai get over here

Kai saw Alexis on the screen and almost dropped the phone.

Kai: You fucking bastard. What do you want?

Shinoda Satoshi: Want? I want her to suffer. I want her to feel hell and wish she were dead.

As Shinoda Satoshi said these words he hung up. Kai threw the phone against the wall and fell on his knees.

Cop #1: I hate to admit this but he was right. I can’t track the phone call to its original destination. It keeps showing me six different places it is coming from.

Cop #2: The IP address keeps coming up an unregistered yet it has to be for him to be able to show this to us.

From the computer Shinoda Satoshi began to speak. Everyone in the room got quiet. The image was transferred to the TV. A number of guys entered the cage where Alexis was chained.

Guy #1: Man Shinoda-san you got a nice looking girl here

Guy #2: Is there anything we can’t do?

Shinoda Satoshi: No. Do as you wish boys

Police #1: I recognize that guy. He was jailed for torturing 5 girls. I didn’t think he was released yet.

Police #3: He wasn’t. He escaped a week ago

Guy #2: mmm we have some nice breasts here

Alexis: stop it!

Alexis tried to move but she is unsuccessful. The two guys came closer around her. One started to lick her neck while the other ripped he shirt and bra off. Alexis screamed as the guy bit her nipple.

Kai slammed the laptop closing the connection between the computer and the TV. He could not watch her be raped and tortured.

Kai: There has to be some way to find her. There has to be.

Police #1: I need you to let us watch the feed. There might be a clue to where she is. We need you to also calm down.

Sakura: How can anyone be calm at this moment? Our friend is being raped and tortured for the second time and this time anyone in the world can see it. How can you be calm?

Aniki took Sakura-chan and held her while she cried. Reita opened the laptop and got back onto the site. Screams from Alexis filled the room. The two men were thrusting themselves in and out of Alexis. They were raping her so intensely that she was bleeding. After about 30 minutes the stopped. Alexis was hanging with blood dripping down her leg.

Shinoda Satoshi: Did you boys have fun?

Guy #2: We had more than just fun. That was the best time I have had in a long time.

Shinoda Satoshi: Amazing. We have over 1000 people watching right now.

Shinoda Satoshi walks the laptop to Alexis who is half way conscious.

Shinoda Satoshi: Look how popular you have become my pet.

Alexis also had blood in her mouth and got enough strength to spit it and hit Shinoda Satoshi in the face. Shinoda Satoshi took a cloth and wiped the blood and spit off of his face than punched Alexis in the face.

Police #4: I think I might have something on where he has her at.

Kai jumped up immediately

Kai: hontou desu ka?

Police #4: maybe

Kai: better than no

Meanwhile at the place where Alexis is captures. An hour has passed since Shinoda Satoshi punched her. Two new men walked in. Alexis noticed she was in a different cage. This time she was on her knees. Her hands and her feet were bound. Also around her neck was a chain which attached to the roof. She was unable to move. In her mouth was a device that forced her mouth to stay open.

Man #1: hehe time for us to have some fun right now.

Man #2: And there is nothing you can do about it.

Both men started to unzip their pants. Alexis closed her eyes and tears started to form. She wanted nothing more than to die right now. Next thing she noticed was the feel of one of the guys penises go into her mouth. She tried to shake her head but the man held her head in place. The man began thrusting himself in and out of her mouth. Meanwhile the other guy began to spread her legs. Once again she tried to resist by holding her legs closed but he was too strong for her. He inserted himself into her and began to have sex with her. The pain was unbearable for her.

*~*~At the beach house*~*

Police #4: Well when he called we got about 10 different places that the call could be coming from. So there was no way to pinpoint where it really is. However, all the points form almost a circle. So if we take all the points and find an average point it might tell us where she is.

Kai: how certain are you that the average point will be where she is?

Police #4: Not very certain but it is worth a try.

Reita: Its better than nothing that’s for sure.

Police #4: Ok so if I take the coordinates of each point that the phone call processed than the average point will be right here

He pointed to the screen where a big green dot was.

Police chief: Ok lets get 5 squad cars out to that spot.

Kai: Im coming too

Police chief: No, you need to stay here.

Kai: She needs someone to comfort her if she is there. I am not just going to sit around on my ass waiting for a phone call. I am coming.

Aoi: Kai, we are all going. Not just you but all of us are going to follow the squad cars. Chief, I promise we will not get in the way

Police chief: Well, I guess there is no way of talking you guys out of your decision.

Kai, Reita, Uruha, Aoi, Ruki, Sakura and Aniki go into an SUV and followed the police cars.

Alexis was in the most pain he had ever experienced. She noticed she was bleeding again. She noticed that one of the leg restraints was almost broken so she used the rest of her strength to break free. Both guys were still having their way with her but once she freed one of her legs she was able to kick one of the guys in the crotch.

Man #2: You fucking bitch.

The man was not able to get up. The other guy tried to hold her legs down but he tripped over his pants. Shinoda Satoshi came into the cage with a syringe.

Shinoda Satoshi: I see you are not cooperating Alexis-chan. This little shot will make that stop instantly.

Alexis tried to resist but Shinoda Satoshi was just way too strong for her. He manages to stick her in the neck and instantly the world started to go black for Alexis.

10 minutes later the squad cars along with the SUV were still on the road heading to the place where Alexis might be.

Kai: UGH this is taking forever. I am going to kill him!

Aoi: No you wont. Mainly because Alexis would not want you to do so.

Ruki: Relax Kai, you might be the leader out of our group but you need to step back in this case

Kai: I cant. What he has done to her and what he is doing to her is just…..Ah I cant even describe it.

While Alexis was passed out Shinoda Satoshi decided it was time for him to have his fun with Alexis. He freed her from the chains and bindings that had held her down. With her asleep he was able to do anything to her. She would not be waking up for a few hours anyways. What he didn’t know was that the squad cars and the SUV were close to him.

The police cars came to what looked like an abandoned building and surrounded all the entrances. They did not use the sirens because if this was the place they didn’t want Shinoda Satoshi to hurt Alexis any more because they were there. Everyone got out of the cars and the police chief stayed with Kai and the others to make sure they didn’t go in.

Police chief: Ok you all know the drill. Radio down here if she is in there. You are free to shoot at will at anyone in there.

All the police men ran up the stairs and divided themselves amongst the floors. They broke into doors and searched every inch of ever floor. One squad broke open a door on the top floor to see Shinoda Satoshi raping the unconscious Alexis. Immediately one of the officers shot Shinoda Satoshi in the back. The shot did not kill him, just wounded him badly.

Police #2: Alexis is up here sir. Shinoda Satoshi has been shot and is being handcuffed now. We are going to need two ambulances.

Once Kai heard this he ran up the stairs to where the police men were. One of the officers tried to hold Kai back but he broke free and fell on the ground next to Alexis. He picked up her naked body and held her against him. Aoi came up and handed his trench coat to Kai who wrapped up Alexis. Kai carried Alexis downstairs and laid her on the stretcher. The paramedics put her in the ambulance and Kai, Sakura, and Aniki got in. While in the ambulance Alexis started to stir.

Alexis: Where am I?

Kai: you’re safe. I’m not going to let anything happen to you ever again.

Alexis smiled and then fell back asleep while the ambulance headed to the hospital.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*END OF PART 4*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

This year’s oni-con was something that was out of this world. While this was my first con it was absolutely amazing. I went to school and waited for Yuki and others who were going to be in the room with us to get there. We got to the hotel and found out that 3 people had dropped out of the room which made the cost $38 dollars a piece for both nights. I couldn’t complain. It’s the Hilton hotel and it was cool. The first night I ended up sleeping on the floor. The second night I got the bed. So here is what happened during each day

            Once we got to the inside the con we (me, Kame, and Veronica) went around to the different rooms. I ended up spending $54 on 3 Gazette posters (1 Kai, 1 Reita, and 1 band) and 1 Alice Nine poster. I have decided to actually remove the poster that is right above my bed and put them there….so I can see them before I go to sleep. I put them up in my room because I did not want them to get ruined at the concert. Now the concert was fucking kick ass. They let the VIP people (who paid 30 dollars) to go in first. Then they let everyone else in. I was dead center (right in front of Satsuki [vocal]). Now the security was VERY bad. Once the concert started people who were not VIP started to go into the VIP area. I realized that soon everybody would do so and I wouldn’t be able to see so I went in.

            The concert itself was totally kickass. I hadn’t eaten since about 12:30 so it was almost 11 and I started to feel faint because of not eating and being hot from the concert. I decided to stop moshing and stand still for a little while. I kept my arms up because I was able to feel air from there. Once they finished they started to throw picks and drumsticks out. A pick landed near me so I immediately dropped to the ground and started to look for it. I found it and started to fight with a girl for it and she said she would give me the drumstick for it. I was like ok. But since I was already faint, dropping to the ground so fast made me feel even worse. I started to blackout and I fell on my back. I used all the energy I could to hold the drumstick. I could hear a girl trying to help me up but it was as I couldn’t understand because my mind was out of it. Finally I was up. Unfortunately I missed them take off their shirts because I was on the floor. As I left the room by the sound area there was a bottle of water. I asked the guy if it was his and he said no. I was soooo dehydrated I needed something to drink so I took it.

            The next day I waited in the line for the Q&A for Rentrer en Soi (concert band) and they let us in at 12:30 but then they said something came up and the Q&A was moved to 7. So we got back in line and waited. I made friends with people in the line and we held each others spaces so we could use the restroom and do other things during the hours. It was in the line that I found out that for the next days photoshoot you had to buy a shirt and get a photo ticket. Thing was the shirt were sold out. I decided that the next day I would wake up early and see if I could still get one. During the Q&A I was able to ask a few questions. I was sooo happy. I could barely speak because I lost my voice at the concert the night before. The translator had to ask me to speak up because my voice was gone.

            The next day I got up early and waited for the dealers room to be open. When it was I went and asked if there was any ways to still get a photo pass. She said no. Apparently there was only 140 tickets allowed to get out. One of the girls called her boss to find out if she could sell me one but he said no. So I got a piece of a box and wrote “will pay big money for photo ticket”. There was one girl who was going to sell me hers but her mom wouldn’t let her. I did find another girl who sold me her ticket for 60 dollars. While it might sound like a lot it meant a lot to me. One major reason was who knew when they would be back in the US. If it was an American band I would not have done that. So I waited in line and got my photo with them. I was sooooo happy. I had the drumstick with me and as I walked up Satsuki (vocal) mentioned I had the drumstick. I sat down and held the stick and Mika (drummer) touched the stick for the photo. I was in total fangirl mode at that time. Then I waited in another line to get their autograph on one of their cds. I tried to get the drumstick signed but it didn’t work. Oh well. This year was absolutely kickass. I cant wait to see who is for next year. Hopefully I can cosplay in that one

Not All Scars Can Be Healed Part 3

It was the end of July. Sakura and Aniki planned on a surprise party for Alexis. They rented a house on the beach and bought a lot of fireworks. Aniki gave a copy of the key to Kai and he and the other guys started to decorate the house for Alexis’s birthday. Uruha was in charge of the decorations while Reita, Aoi, and Ruki put them up. Kai was in charge of the food. He wanted this birthday to be special for Alexis. It had been almost a year since she had been attacked on the roof of the hospital by Shinoda Satoshi. Things had started to go well for her. The police were still looking for Shinoda Satoshi and this still worried Alexis. He wanted for one day for her to be totally worry free. He cooked a lot of food including takoyaki, edamame, yakitori, yakisoba, and many other dishes.

Uruha: Finally the decorations are up. Oy Kai-san how is the food coming?

Kai: The chicken curry is almost done. The general Tso’s chicken is done; takoyaki is done. Everything is done.

Aoi: good! Everything seems to be ready. I just got a text message from Aniki saying they would be here in about 5 minutes.

Alexis: hey Aniki why did your mom say we needed to pick stuff up from a beach house?

Aniki: I don’t know. You know she randomly makes me do crazy stuff.

Sakura secretly packed clothes for Alexis so she had no idea that they would be staying at the beach house for a week. They hid the bags in the trunk of the car the night before.

Aniki: well here we are.

Sakura: you do have the key right?

Aniki: yup its in my pocket

All three of the walk to the door and Aniki gets the key out of his pocket. He unlocks the door and they walk in. The house is pitch black yet there was still the smell of cooking.

Alexis: was your mom here earlier. It smells like cooking.

Aniki: maybe…probably when she forgot her stuff.

As the walked into the living room Aoi turned on the light

All except Alexis: SURPRISE!!!!!

Alexis was so shocked that she started to cry

Alexis: thank you all. Who’s idea was this?

Sakura: Well Aniki decided we should have a party and Kai and the guys decided to throw a surprise party.

Alexis: Thanks you guys. I can’t express how happy I am. And what smells so good? The smell alone is making my mouth water

Reita: It food that Kai cooked which means I am not eating it.

Alexis: Why not Reita-san

Reita: I hate Kai’s food. Good thing I brought food for myself

Ruki: I highly doubt Kit-kats are considered food.

Kai: Oy! The food is getting cold. Lets eat.

Everyone gathered at the table and sat down. Kai brought all the food out. There was so much food that there was barely any room for anyone’s plate.

Alexis: ummmm Aniki, is there anyone else coming?

Aniki: no why?

Alexis: There is enough food to feed 100 people I think

Kai: I guess I did go a bit overboard. I love to cook.

Aniki: I guess we don’t have to worry about food for the rest of the week.

Alexis: Week? I didn’t bring any clothes

Sakura: I packed enough clothes for you.

Alexis: Alright lets eat.

All: Itadakimas!!

After dinner everyone walked to the beach. Even though it was summer time there was a nice calm breeze. The air had the scent of salt water. Reita, Ruki, and Uruha carried out the three bags of fireworks. Aniki carried Alexis on his back as they headed to the shore. The sun had pretty much gone down but a little bit of faint orange and purple laid on the horizon. The stars started to twinkle. It was a perfect summer night.

Alexis: Everybody look! There is a harvest moon tonight.

Reita: huh?

Alexis: A harvest moon. Its when the sunlight hits the moon in such a way that the moon looks golden.

Everyone looked up and admired the moon. A peaceful feeling rushed over everyone as the breeze hit their faces. This was a scene that is seen in movies. Where everything is perfect and calm. The sound of the waves were hitting rocks which were near by. The entire atmosphere was absolutely tranquil.

Uruha: Fireworks time!!!!

Reita: yah lets light some fire right now.

First they started with basic sparklers. Each person lit theirs and that’s when Aniki started to chaise Sakura with them. Alexis took Kai’s and started to spin around in a circle with the sparklers. Next more explosive fireworks were lit and set off. They lit the sky with the colors of blue and silver, purple and red, and green. They finished the bag except for one more set of sparklers. All eight of them sat around in a circle and lit the remaining sparklers. They pointed them inward so that a circle formed amongst the lights. They began to tell jokes to each other and they watched the flames go out one by one. There was not a moment where no one was laughing. Aniki told a joke which sent the entire group into a roar of laughter. That was when hell entered.

Shinoda Satoshi: I see we are having fun.

Without even turning Alexis recognized that voice. While her wounds finally healed leaving scar she felt a rush of pain in her back.

Kai: what the hell do you think you are doing here?

Reita: I’m not one to agree to violence but seeing you makes me want to kill you

Ruki, Aoi, and Uruha stood beside Kai and Reita which Sakura was in Aniki’s and Sakura’s arms.

Shinoda Satoshi: I get it. I’ll take my leave for now. But let me extend a few words to you Alexis. When you least expect it; that is when I will get you. When you are the most happy; that’s when I will make you wish you were dead. You think that week that you were in the warehouse was hell. Just wait, you will wish you could have that sort of nice treatment when I finish with you.

Alexis could not help but shiver in fear while she was in Aniki’s and Sakura’s arms. Shinoda Satoshi left yet his words repeated themselves in Alexis’s head. Would she ever be free of his torment? Kai rushed over to Alexis’s side.

Kai: Are you ok Alexis?

While Alexis was too afraid to talk all she could do is shake her head. Sakura got up and Aniki picked up Alexis and carried her back to the beach house while everyone followed. This was supposed to be a happy day. They almost had a worry free day but now all the safety which they had experienced since they left the hospital almost a year ago had vanished. Aniki went into a bag and got a syringe.

Kai: what are you doing?

Aniki: Her doctor gave this to us incase anything like this would happen. I always carried it just incase. It will help Alexis sleep.

Alexis’s eyes were wide and she was frozen in terror. Aniki took Alexis’s arm and injected the medicine into Alexis’s vein. Within five minutes Alexis was asleep. Aniki carried her to her room and closed the door.

Kai: I can’t sleep thinking that any moment he could hurt her. Lets set up rounds to watch over her. Someone in her room every hour to make sure he doesn’t try to come into the room over the night.

Reita: do you really think he will come tonight or even sometime this week?

Ruki: Reita is right. He said he wanted Alexis to feel safe before he comes and takes her.

Aoi: But what if he just said that as a way to avert our suspicion? 

Kai: that is what I was thinking. This way she is safe. I would never forgive myself if I was near her and she was taken.

Aniki: ok well who would like to go first?

Sakura: I will. Get some rest everyone.

Sakura went into the kitchen and took two large knifes with her.

Aniki: what are you doing?

Sakura: Just being prepared. Just watching won’t be enough. We need to make sure we can protect Alexis in case he comes.

At that moment they heard a noise come from Alexis’s room.

Aniki: That can’t be Alexis. The medicine is very powerful.

As Aniki finished the last of his words everyone looked at each other in horror. They immediately ran to Alexis’s room just in time to see Shinoda Satoshi carry Alexis out of the window of the room. They all ran outside but he was gone. Reita bent down by Alexis’s window looking at the sand.

Reita: he has an ATV. We need to follow the tracks to find Alexis. We also need to call the police and let them know what has happened.

Sakura fell onto her knees and started to cry. Aniki had her arms around Sakura trying to calm her down. Aoi walked over to Kai who was next to a large rock. Kai was punching the rock when Aoi approached him and made him stop. Aoi took a napkin from his pocket and wiped the blood from Kai’s knuckles.

Kai: I will kill him if he hurts her. I will make him pay for making her cry. I will make him wish he was never born. I will….

Kai could not finish his sentence because of the tears rolling down his face.

Uruha: I do not understand how someone can become that cruel. How can someone enjoy hurting another person the way Shinoda-san has done to Alexis. It doesn’t make sense.

Aniki: One reason Shinoda-san has resentment towards Alexis is that he lost a large amount of money after he left her. He did not expect his parents to love Alexis so much. They could not wait for her to become their daughter-in-law and when Shinoda-san left Alexis at the alter and said that he never liked her to begin with it was a shock to his parents. Shinoda Satoshi’s father said that his son died the moment he decided to go with such a plan. It is actually Shinoda-san’s father that has been paying for Alexis’s schooling and medical expenses. Had it not been for them Alexis might have returned to the US.

Ruki: Why didn’t she? I am guessing there should have been another reason.

Aniki: Alexis had the fear in the back of her mind that Shinoda-san was going to attack her again. She said she didn’t want him to hurt her parents so she wanted to keep her distance from them even though they begged for her to come home.

Reita: ok I just spoke to the police. They told us to stay here until the get here. They will probably not let us get involved with finding her.

Kai wiped the tears from his face as he rejoined the group

Kai: the hell with that. I am going to find Alexis and kill Shinoda-san.

Uruha: calm down Kai. If you go in without a plan it might put Alexis in more danger. I agree that we should not just sit aside but we need a plan.

They all went inside and started to think of what they could do. The police came and took statements of everyone. Everyone decided not to tell the police that they were going to fight whether the police agreed or not. They secretly planned on an attack while police tried to find out where Alexis was taken to.

The next morning Alexis began to wake up to find she was tied to a chair.

Shinoda Satoshi: Rise and shine baby.

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Not All Scars Can Be Healed Part 2

Alexis woke up in the hospital not being able to feel anything from her neck down. She looked around the room to see Aniki and Sakura in chairs sleeping. The door opened and a nurse walked in.

Nurse: I see you are awake

Alexis: What time is it?

Nurse: Almost 3 in the morning.

Alexis: How long have I been asleep?

Nurse: A week and a half.

Alexis: Please don’t tell me they have been here all this time.

Nurse: Yes they have, one was always with you no matter what. If they were hungry one would get food for the both of them. Also everyday another young man would come in.

Alexis: They must think I am such a burden.

Nurse: I don’t think so. They always talk to you as if you were awake. They never seem to mind being here. They just want you to get better.

Alexis: hmmmm. Also I can’t feel anything below my neck. Please don’t tell me I am paralyzed.

Nurse: No. After the surgery the doctor administered a drug that disables the majority of your nerves. A nurse comes in every 4-5 hours to readminister it to you so you wont have any spasms or pain. Is there anything I can get you?

Alexis: just something so I can go back to sleep please.

Nurse: All right I will be right back.

Alexis: Thank you.

The nurse returned with the sleeping medicine and gave it to Alexis. The next morning Alexis woke up to the laughter of Kai, Sakura, and Aniki.

Alexis: Must yall make sooooo much noise (saying in a tired voice)

Aniki: Finally awake and this is how you talk to us.

Alexis: hehe. Thank you guys for being here for me, I actually woke up last night to find Sakura-chan and Aniki asleep.

Kai: More importantly Alexis-san how are you feeling.

Alexis: Its more how am I not feeling

Kai: huh

Sakura: The doctor gives her an injection every few hours which disable most of her nerves. It is supposed to help with the pain and spasms.

Kai: Ah I see.

Alexis: Ummm Kai-san. I’m sorry. I know I shouldn’t have been rude to you. It is just my way to keep people away from me. I just don’t want to feel anymore pain. Whether it be emotional or physical I don’t want to feel any more pain. By the way, why did you keep being so persistent even when I was rude to you?

Kai: Something told me that that was not the way you really are. I could tell that while you were telling everyone to go away you were really crying out for someone whom you could trust.

As the words fell from Kai’s lips and hit Alexis’s ears she felt more numb than ever. Not because of the medicine but the words which Kai had said. She never thought of that before and never imagined that someone whom had never known her would think something like that.

Alexis: Kai…..san

Kai: anyways whenever you need it I will be here for you. I promise. I want to see you smile and be happy. Truly happy.

Alexis: Thank you.

Kai left the room but kept his back against the door. What was this feeling he was having in his heart? He wasn’t even aware that he had said those words until they were already out of his mouth. One thing he did know was that as much as he wants to be with her he would need to keep his space for her sake. There is no way she would want to be in a relationship for a long time. Right now he was happy that she was letting him be near her.

Sakura: So are you going to let Kai-san be close to you?

Alexis: how can I not? For everything he has done in terms of believing in me I cannot just push him away. I guess he can hang out with us occasionally. It is still going to take a while before I can be comfortable around a guy again.

Aniki: Woah! What am I then? Am I not a guy?

Aniki opened his pants and looked inside

Aniki: I think the thing between my legs makes me a guy.

Sakura and Alexis could not help but laugh

Alexis: yes you are a guy but you are also Aniki. I don’t see you as a guy but as someone whom I can trust; like a brother. But I don’t see gender when I see you. Its hard to explain.

Aniki: So am I a guy?

Alexis: no

Aniki: ehhhhh

Alexis: you have no gender.

Aniki: I don’t know how to respond to that.

Sakura and Alexis kept laughing and having conversations. Alexis started to realize for the first time that maybe she was going to be ok after all. That maybe this was the end to all the torment which Shinoda Satoshi had inflicted on her. That is what she thought. But she couldn’t have been more wrong.

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Not All Scars Can Be Healed Part 1

            In a warehouse Alexis wakes up to find her naked in the middle of the floor. Her hands and feet are bound. She looks around to try to make out where she is but all she can hear is laughter. She looks up and sees her ex-fiancé Shinoda Satoshi. With him are four of his friends, one whom she recognizes to be an ex-boyfriend of hers from 5 years ago.

Shinoda Satoshi: Well well, I think she is awake

Friend #1: What would you like to do to her Shinoda-san?

Friend #2: She looks so pathetic

Shinoda Satoshi: heh, I plan on making her suffer for what she did to me

Alexis: What…..are you…..going to do to me?

Shinoda Satoshi: Don’t be too hasty Alexis. I plan on giving you more than hell could offer.

All: :laugh:

Alexis curls herself up in a ball trying to cover her naked body. Next all she feels is pain ad Shinoda Satoshi and the other four start whipping and cutting her back. As they do this they are laughing. The pain is too much for Alexis’s body to handle and she passes out. Once she is out they stop.

Shinoda Satoshi: Aww it’s no fun if she can’t feel it.

Alexis wakes up to see one of the four guys raping her.

Alexis: NO! Stop. Please stop it.

Alexis keeps begging to have them stop. Once one guy finished the other starts to rape her as well. Alexis can not move as they force her to give oral sex to one of the guys as another rapes her. While all this is going on Shinoda Satoshi is video taping the entire ordeal.

Alexis wakes up screaming. Two nurses are at her side trying to calm her down. It was all a dream. Not as much a dream but a memory of the week of torture her ex-fiancé bestowed upon her.

Nurse: Was it the same dream again Alexis-san?

Alexis: Yes. It’s all I see when I sleep. I relive that horrible time every time I go to bed.

Alexis lays back down on the bed while the nurse takes a cool hand towel and wipes the sweat from Alexis’s head and neck.

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1 year later

Psychologist: How is your progress coming along Alexis-san?

Alexis: As good as it can to tell the truth. As far as the physical scars go, they are healing as well as they can. Some of my nerve endings have been damaged so I get spasms frequently. When that happens some of the cuts open up so it delays the overall recovery. Emotionally, I feel I am doing a little better. I enrolled in the vet school to try once again to obtain my veterinary degree. Hopefully it will keep my mind off of the current situation. Aniki and Sakura-chan have been really supportive of me. They go out of their way to make sure I am comfortable both physically and emotionally. I hate being a burden on them that’s why I am trying to get fully recovered as soon as possible so I can relieve them of the stress.

Psychologist: Well it is good that in your mind you are trying to get better. But I do want to warn you about recovering too fast. You do not want to get to the stage where you think you are fully recovered but in reality you are not. The chances of falling back into a deep depression is very likely.

Alexis: I understand.

Psychologist: Alright, let’s end here for today and I want to see you in a month.

Alexis: Thanks sensei

Alexis leaves the room with the psychologist following behind her with Alexis’s chart. Aniki is waiting for her in the waiting room and stand up as they both enter.

Aniki: Is everything ok Alexis

Alexis: mmhmm. Thanks Aniki.

Psychologist: So you two are both related by step parents?

Alexis: Actually we are not related at all. Aniki got his nickname because he always acts like a big brother to everyone.

Aniki bows to the psychologist thanking her for taking care of Alexis.

Alexis wakes up on a Monday morning. She heads straight for the shower. As the water hits her back she feels the sting of her scars. She is careful in how she is moving simply because she does not want to open her wounds up again. After her shower she gets dressed and heads downstairs fro breakfast.

Alexis: Morning Sakura-chan, Aniki

Sakura & Aniki: Morning

Aniki: Are you ready for your first day of school?

Alexis: you sound like an old man asking his daughter who is about to start middle school or something.

Aniki: Who are you calling an old man?

Alexis: OMAE

Alexis sits down and eats breakfast. After about 10 minutes she finishes.

Alexis: I’m outta here. See ya

Sakura: Take care.

Aniki: Call me if you need me.

Alexis leaves and catches a bus to the subway. She takes the train to the school campus. She arrives on campus and heads to her first class. As she walks she accidentally bumps into someone.

Alexis: Sorry (said low and unapologetic)

Girl: Watch where you are going

Alexis: I said I was sorry. You don’t need anything more than that.

Because of the medications that Alexis has been prescribed her mood fluctuates very easily making her very moody most of the time. The girl keeps saying stuff to Alexis but Alexis just starts to walk away.

Alexis enters her class and sits down in a seat where she feels no body would want to sit. Yet to her surprise a guy sits right down beside her. Alexis is thinking why would this guy sit next to her when the class was practically empty. She didn’t really care as long as he left her alone.

Kai: So how’s it going?

Alexis decides not to answer hoping he will either stop talking or change seats.

Kai: You like white tigers huh? (He sees on her bag a giant white tiger)

Alexis: I guess when one doesn’t answer the first question it means for the other person to keep talking.

Kai: huh?

Alexis: Look I don’t know who you are nor do I really care. Don’t talk to me and leave me alone.

Kai does not know how to respond but for the remainder of the class he just sits there in silence.

As class ended both left the class in silence. Kai however, could not keep her eyes off of her. Yes she was definitely rude to him but for some reason she intrigued him. He decided that he would continue to try to open her up. For some reason he knew that she was not usually like this and he wanted to know why.

Alexis: Hey I’m home

Aniki: How was class?

Alexis: except for some annoying guy it was tolerable.

Aniki: You need to play nice Alexis-chan

Alexis: Why should I? I have no reason to be nice to them.

Alexis goes to her room and goes into her study mode. She studies for a few hours until she gets so tired she just falls asleep. Aniki goes to check up on her and sees she is asleep on the floor. He picks her up and lays her in her bed. The next morning she arrives at her next class. To her disappointment Kai is also in the class with her. While it was to her disappointment it made him happy. Once again he sits next to her but before he had a chance to open his mouth Alexis wanted to make herself clear.

Alexis: Do not even try to talk to me again. I do not wish to make friends or acquaintances. They are nothing but bothersome. And don’t think that you can “open” me up. Lets just make this easier by you leaving me alone.

Kai: ummmm ok. However, do not think I will just give up that easily.

Alexis: just great (sarcastically)

After class Alexis gathers her stuff and quickly leaves while Kai is still putting his books and notebook away. This goes on for about two weeks. He keeps trying to talk to her and she keeps brushing him off rudely.

Kai meets with his friends Ruki, Aoi, Uruha, and Reita at the cafeteria.

Aoi: Yo! Kai-san!!!

Kai: Oh. Long time no see everyone.

Uruha: What’s wrong Kai? Its not like you to be down.

Kai: There is this girl that is in a few of my classes. Some reason she is always on my mind but every time I try to talk to her she just brushes me off and tells me to leave her alone.

Reita: I can not stand a person who is rude. Why do you even bother with her? If I were you I would not even bother. Good riddance in my mind.   

Kai: I would usually say the same thing but I have a feeling that there is a reason behind her defense

Aoi: I am with Reita on this one. There is no reason why a person should be rude to you every day. I can understand if it was one day and then she apologized but this has been going on for almost 2 weeks right?

Kai: yah

Uruha: why are we just moping around? Lets go to the bar and get some drinks

Ruki: yah! On the way I need to stop by the hospital to pick up some medicine for my mom.

Reita: Alright! Lets go.

Meanwhile, Alexis was at the hospital getting her back examined.

Doctor: Well everything seems to be doing alright considering the circumstances. I see some of the wounds have opened back up. Is this from the spasms?

Alexis: yes.

Doctor: hmmm. Well there is one way to fix this problem, but its rarely chosen by patients.

Alexis: What is it?

Doctor: Its an injection that is given about 5 times a day. You would need to stay at the hospital during this time which you are healing. How it works is that the injection blocks all neuron signals from the brain to the nervous system. There will be no spasms but you will not be feeling anything. You will not be able to move at all. Basically it is as if your whole body was paralyzed.

Alexis: I can see why not many patients would want to do that. Thank you sensei but I think I will pass. I am already a burden to Sakura-chan and Aniki. This would only make them worry more.

Doctor: Alright then. Anything else that is worth mentioning?

Alexis: Nope. Thanks sensei

Doctor: Alright. Here is your chart you can just take it up to the front. Have a good evening.

Alexis: you too.

Alexis leaves and starts to call Aniki on his cell.

Alexis: Yo Aniki, I’m ready for you to pick me up

Aniki: ok I’m stuck in traffic right now so it might be a while before I can make it to the hospital

Alexis: ok that’s fine. I will be on the roof. There is a nice breeze tonight.

Aniki: ok. How did your appointment go?

Alexis: The doctor said I only have a week to live

Aniki: WHAT?!?!

Alexis: just kidding.

Aniki: Not funny. I will see you in about 30-45 min ok?

Alexis: sounds good to me. Call me once you get here.

Aniki: ok bye.

Alexis heads up to the roof. The breeze hits her face. She goes to the edge of the roof and lays down on her stomach with her head of the edge looking straight ahead. Meanwhile Kai, Reita, Aoi, Uruha, and Ruki are walking towards the entrance to the hospital.

Aoi: oy! Look, there is a girl on the roof.

Kai: that looks like Alexis

Reita: you mean the rude girl

Kai: I guess you can say that. I wonder what she is doing.

Ruki: lets get the medicine and head up there. I want to give her a piece of my mind.

Kai: ok but please be a little nice. I’m trying to get her to be nice to me, not totally hate me.

Uruha: I thought she already totally hated you

Kai: ursai

Aoi: anyways lets go

Kai and his friends get the medicine and take the elevator to the top floor and then the stairs to the roof.

Kai: If she asks what are we doing on the roof lets just say we thought the breeze was nice and that us being up here was a coincidence ok.

Everyone: ok

Uruha: ahhhhh KIMOCHI!!!!!!!! I love the fall time!

Aoi: Winter is better

Kai: only because of Christmas….Ah Alexis-san

Alexis: what will it take for you to leave?

Kai: Answer me one question

Alexis: What is it?

Kai: What are you thinking of while you are up here?

Alexis: Do you really want to know?

Kai: yes

Alexis: jumping

Kai: what? Why?

Alexis: because I am tired of living in hell. You have no idea the shit I have been through.

Kai: well if you tell me I could…

Before Kai can finish his sentence Shinoda Satoshi enters on the roof.

Shinoda Satoshi: I will tell you.

Alexis: Shinoda…..san.

Shinoda: She met a guy and they dated. Three months later she found out he was cheating on her so they ended their relationship. About two months later she met another guy and they started to hang out. About another four months later they started dating. They dated for three years and on the third year anniversary the guy proposed to her. They planned their wedding to be on their four year anniversary. Ever thing was prepared. Her parents and friends had flown in from the U.S, the dress was perfect. Every thing was perfect in her mind. The wedding started and she enters the church. They are at the alter and the priest begins. Unlike the normal way of doing things the priest asked Alexis if she would take this guy. Of course she said yes. She thought the priest messed up. But it was all planned. Next the priest asked the guy. As the last words fell from the priests lips all that was heard was foot steps. Everyone looked to the back of the church. Four guys arrived, one of them being the ex-boyfriend that had cheated on her. The guy looked back to Alexis and smiled only to say “Of course not. Who would marry something like you”. Alexis thought this was a joke but realized it wasn’t as her now ex-fiancé walked to the guys. The guys little brother took a knife and stabbed him four times in the chest yet it was not life threatening. Alexis collapsed on the alter with her parents and her would-be in-laws next to her. The five guys left the church. Two days later it was announced that the guy would be cut out of the will which would have inherited him over 10 million dollars if given today. Angry that his parents did this to him the guy kidnapped Alexis and took her to a warehouse where she was raped by a total of five guys as well as beaten and cut on her back. It was a week before the found her, yet they never found the guys who did this to her.

Kai: that’s horrible. How do you know all this?

Alexis: because he was the bastard that did this to me. He was the one who told me he loved me and played with my heart for four years. He is the one who made my life worse then hell.

Kai and the others all looked in shock at Shinoda Satoshi.

Alexis: what do you want?

Shinoda Satoshi: I just want to make sure your life is as miserable as ever.

Kai: how can you do all this? Do you really enjoy seeing people in pain?

Shinoda Satoshi: Yes

Kai: you monster

Shinoda Satoshi: Why thanks you.

Shinoda Satoshi went closer to Alexis. She tried to back away but she couldn’t.

Shinoda Satoshi: Now why don’t you show them your lovely scars.

As he said this Shinoda Satoshi ripped off Alexis’s shirt and bandages

Shinoda Satoshi: Oh, they were to stay on for a few days huh?

Alexis fell on the roof trying to cover herself up. When the bandages were ripped off a lot of her wounds opened and blood was dripping off of her back. The pain was too much for her to handle and all she could do is cry. Kai could not hold in his rage anymore. He ran to Shinoda Satoshi.

Kai: Give me a reason why I shouldn’t hurt you right now!

Shinoda Satoshi pulled out a gun and pointed it at Alexis.

Shinoda Satoshi: because if you do she dies

Kai backed off and watched as Shinoda Satoshi left from the roof. Kai and his friend went to Alexis’s side. Kai was about to put his jacket over her when Reita stopped him.

Reita: It might infect her wounds. Right now we should get her doctor. Alexis-san, can you please tell us who your doctor is.

Alexis was so distraught and in so much pain that she couldn’t answer.

Uruha: I will go get a doctor. She will probably need surgery.

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